Six Years Until Forever

Screaming to the sky
Pounding on the ground
I will not be silent until
the ENTIRE FREAKING WORLD
knows how you ripped me apart
Broke my heart
Stabbed me clean through the back
(and I should have seen it coming)

But not once will I utter your name
with all the truths of your treachery
Never will I reveal the name
that tore me to illiterate pieces
Brought me even lower
Stole years from me
(Time is all I have, you know)
Used me
Tossed me
I'm a PET bottle, littered at the roadside.

Don't you see?
It would be so easy
Incredibly
(Insanely)
easy for me to
cause you pain
make you suffer
SCREW YOUR ENTIRE WORLD
if I truly wanted to hurt you.

But I never wanted that.

So your nameless state continues
Forever.
(Because that's how long we have)
As you continue your fantasy life
and I cry as an act of revenge
onto myself.
My punishment for trusting you.